normal

haven't been blogging for long. the term of 'normal' is something that we often take for granted. like how does one even define normalcy in the first place? what the majority of the people do? like if everyone has short hair then everyone is normal and if you have long hair u are abnormal? then what about if everyone starts killing others? will murder become normal as well?

whatever it is, putting all technical terms aside, yes, i do wish things were back to 'normal' or maybe things will pass quickly so it'll be like normal again.
i know things are everchanging. if you stand in a river, and the water flows at your ankles, the water you feel now at this moment will never be the same in the next instant. if normal can be a point on the graph or a straight line, i rather it be a straight line because it stretches into infinity and you never have to worry about the range. a point however, is definite.

another issue would be a sense of guilt. you can be guilty because you haven't done anything but you can also be guilty because you've done something wrong. if a person falls into a river and you jump in to save him but he dies in the end, is it the same if you didn't save him at all? for both cases, you still feel a sense of guilt anyway. rite?

sometimes, i wish i don't think so much. haha. it feels abnormal.