Saturday, September 13, 2008

power of suggestion

jus talked to eileen after so freaking long.... i realise how much she's moved forward while i can't even find where im standing lols. oh ya and also found out how much i knew bout her class coz more than half r of her classmates r mine too lols. k woman, jiayou... i knew u were meant to achieve great things =)

i seldom talk abt friendship, unlike kyna hahaz. almost every other post she mentions her social circle and almost every month i see my name in her posts hahaz (thanx dear). most that i envy how she's able to express her feelings so openly bout her friends, i wldn be able to do so with mine... i just feel unnatural... hmm. this is so ironic, here i m talking bout my gd friends and saying how i seldom talk abt friendship.

for aep this whole yr i've been circling ard the playing of materials that are normally discarded, plastic items in particular. i've been desperately trying to turn all this trash into something aesthetically pleasing. much that i find satisfaction in doing so, sometimes i just feel like rolling my eyes and chunking them into the place where they belong - the bin. lols.

why do i bother creating something out of nothing when i know it'll never be possible?

recently dur break we were discussing bout how when you r dying u'll sms or call all e pple u know and tell them u love them because u'll never get e chance to do so ever again. and if u have a limited time say u're trapped in a building and a few min later it's gonna collapse u'll have to consider who r e pple really impt to u and that u really love... i guess one will never know how u'll react in such a situation until u r really in such a situation. so i suppose i'll never want to know hahaz. in any case im never one to explicitly express my feelings to anyone. i take the initiative a lot lols but also saying things in a very subtle way ( omg im being ironic again like explicitly saying im subtle o.O but yeah. i think i've made my point. ) it's how i feel if everything's displayed so clearly, then e meaning is lost.

it is the power of suggestion that is truly alluring...

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