i don't get it

i dont't get it. my grades are deproving drastically. am i getting more and more stupid or what?

Am I slacking? no, obviously not. i've always been working very hard. i m a perfectionist. but then, maybe not as hard as last time. i dunno. argh! i m just not slacking lah. sigh. maybe i shd stop staying back so late in sch. gah. i m not even so crazy bout my dream321 already. i just don't get it. WHY????

hist test is tomoro. as usual i know i am going to flunk it. i always flunk hist tests. and maths tests. and physics tests. even my geog is getting worse. and i can't believe my languages are getting weaker too. *screams* what's wrong with me?

face it. i am getting stupid.