time to switch a different mode
realised for the past 2 wks since terms started i've been neglecting my studies. a lot... sighs. coz there were all the rehearsals and punishments and cca and comp and their trainings and our taking over. but nvm! now everything is sorta cooled down le. just have to clean up the room and go for 2 more public duties and go for quiz and get the sec 1s to go for 1st aid extra lessons? haha dunno. must ask shinyi bout that one.
our crystals are pathetic. i hate to admit. but they are... sighs oh well.
ok. so now i shd start my rambling. on tues we had rehearsal and this np person approached me to ask if we could take the back of the quadrangle coz they had their official cca. i was amused by how polite she was... on wedn i didn't go coz of dental. thurs, we had cca. got chased off quadrangle by nyfc pple. hehe. then the passing out parade... i like my post. :) will miss the ncos... but of course they'll still be coming back to moniter us..? no wait. oh man this sounds so wierd... ex-ncos. the juniors dun seem to be the least affected by our taking over... hmm dunno lah. unexpected posts and ranks in our squad; at least to me. yup. but overall, i think the ncos...ok ex-ncos...did put serious consideration into choosing their jie1 ban1 ren2... steffi very kindly reminded me bout the time when i collated all the cpb info for my squad and she said and now that's what u're gg to do for the rest of your life. -.-' steffi. it's just one yr. sigh. come to think of it. you spend 2 and a half yrs of ur life as a cadet wanting to be an nco and when u finally beome one, you spend a very very short yr trying to contribute as an nco and wanting to be a cadet instead. issn't it ironic? so all juniors must cherish ur cadet yrs...:)
im now sorta done with my squad ic duties i guess. can push everything to steffi and eileen le! haha. feel a bit not xi2 guan4. jiah must have been like this also. sigh squad ic de4 xin1 sheng1 only squad ic will understand... it was really an experience lor. coz basically anything wrong it's ur gong lao and anything gd is never gd enough. and most of the time when 1 person is trying to herd 15 sheeps ( esp blur ones that are lost) its quite hard. i wouldn't say i gained a greater sense of responsibilty. i'll be honest. most of the time i did what i did for the squad partially out of guilt. but soon it became my love for my squad bah i guess. my squadmates can be so ke ai and neng gan at times... they make me feel inferior. anyway i keep having this sense of obligation like i must do this coz im e squad ic and if wo bu xia di yu shui xia di yu that kind you mei you. and sometimes it's becoz in certain aspects i failed as a squad ic. to discipline u guys. to make you guys bond. to make u guys involved. to make u guys volunteer. to make u guys help one another and most impt to try and ensure everyone feels a part of nysj sec 3 squad 06. sometimes when i feel i've not done all of the above, i really feel i've let my squad down lor. so i try to compensate in many ways...hope my squad will not blame me for that.
but luckily i've got zijia. and jiah is always helping me as well. but of course there would be times i would be overwhelmed by our squad's strength. like during camp and stuff. really. and i really wanna tell the whole world hey this is my sec 3 squad you mei you... :) so just thanx squadmates and seniors for making this half of the year a memorable one for me... and we shd all assit steffi and eileen and all our other fellow squadmates. i dunno if u guys have benifitted from such an ic but i've definitely benifitted a lot from this experience.
fri was e parade. i heard + comments so it shd have been quite gd. the cake was yummy! haha. wished i could have had more!! :) waited for comp team to finish thier last training. felt quite i-dunno-what-feeling for them. just thought it would be e last time i would be waiting for them to walk down the spiral staircase. :)
sat was the public duty. rather tiring. ma'am wanling was our ic... actually was supposed to be ma'am xuanting but i dunno why she abandoned us. i had this feeling ny is sorta ostracised frm the rest of zone 5 coz each corp in zone 5 seemed to have a ma'am who was either frm that corp itself or who like that corp... ny was like haha. abandoned?
sun was comp. i wish i could have stayed and hugged them. sigh. comp team, im so sorry.
our crystals are pathetic. i hate to admit. but they are... sighs oh well.
ok. so now i shd start my rambling. on tues we had rehearsal and this np person approached me to ask if we could take the back of the quadrangle coz they had their official cca. i was amused by how polite she was... on wedn i didn't go coz of dental. thurs, we had cca. got chased off quadrangle by nyfc pple. hehe. then the passing out parade... i like my post. :) will miss the ncos... but of course they'll still be coming back to moniter us..? no wait. oh man this sounds so wierd... ex-ncos. the juniors dun seem to be the least affected by our taking over... hmm dunno lah. unexpected posts and ranks in our squad; at least to me. yup. but overall, i think the ncos...ok ex-ncos...did put serious consideration into choosing their jie1 ban1 ren2... steffi very kindly reminded me bout the time when i collated all the cpb info for my squad and she said and now that's what u're gg to do for the rest of your life. -.-' steffi. it's just one yr. sigh. come to think of it. you spend 2 and a half yrs of ur life as a cadet wanting to be an nco and when u finally beome one, you spend a very very short yr trying to contribute as an nco and wanting to be a cadet instead. issn't it ironic? so all juniors must cherish ur cadet yrs...:)
im now sorta done with my squad ic duties i guess. can push everything to steffi and eileen le! haha. feel a bit not xi2 guan4. jiah must have been like this also. sigh squad ic de4 xin1 sheng1 only squad ic will understand... it was really an experience lor. coz basically anything wrong it's ur gong lao and anything gd is never gd enough. and most of the time when 1 person is trying to herd 15 sheeps ( esp blur ones that are lost) its quite hard. i wouldn't say i gained a greater sense of responsibilty. i'll be honest. most of the time i did what i did for the squad partially out of guilt. but soon it became my love for my squad bah i guess. my squadmates can be so ke ai and neng gan at times... they make me feel inferior. anyway i keep having this sense of obligation like i must do this coz im e squad ic and if wo bu xia di yu shui xia di yu that kind you mei you. and sometimes it's becoz in certain aspects i failed as a squad ic. to discipline u guys. to make you guys bond. to make u guys involved. to make u guys volunteer. to make u guys help one another and most impt to try and ensure everyone feels a part of nysj sec 3 squad 06. sometimes when i feel i've not done all of the above, i really feel i've let my squad down lor. so i try to compensate in many ways...hope my squad will not blame me for that.
but luckily i've got zijia. and jiah is always helping me as well. but of course there would be times i would be overwhelmed by our squad's strength. like during camp and stuff. really. and i really wanna tell the whole world hey this is my sec 3 squad you mei you... :) so just thanx squadmates and seniors for making this half of the year a memorable one for me... and we shd all assit steffi and eileen and all our other fellow squadmates. i dunno if u guys have benifitted from such an ic but i've definitely benifitted a lot from this experience.
fri was e parade. i heard + comments so it shd have been quite gd. the cake was yummy! haha. wished i could have had more!! :) waited for comp team to finish thier last training. felt quite i-dunno-what-feeling for them. just thought it would be e last time i would be waiting for them to walk down the spiral staircase. :)
sat was the public duty. rather tiring. ma'am wanling was our ic... actually was supposed to be ma'am xuanting but i dunno why she abandoned us. i had this feeling ny is sorta ostracised frm the rest of zone 5 coz each corp in zone 5 seemed to have a ma'am who was either frm that corp itself or who like that corp... ny was like haha. abandoned?
sun was comp. i wish i could have stayed and hugged them. sigh. comp team, im so sorry.
posted by C~~~@ at 7:57 AM
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Our dear sec 3 squad ic.xD You are GREAT.
nvm. There are impossible things that can't be achieved. What's most impt is that you've tried.;)
celia dear. i'm sorry i always never hand in my squad fund on time. hee.
okay. i think our squad very cute. we are like lost sheeps. haha very ke ai you mei you.
you've done great. really.
hello. im jiayi actually.
haha. borrowed shinyi's account.
cos you dont allow anon comments you mei you.
and celia, we were so glad to see your hairbands la.
thankew!
and im guilty of not handing in my squad fund too. sorry.
i dunno how hard it is to be a squad ic, but i know that it aint easy :)
celia! its the real shinyi! haha!
thankew for the hairbands and cranes and the note! thankew alot!! i can hug you tmr!! thankew for going to support us. it really made a big difference. thanekw celia.
and i am not guilty for not handing my sq funds on time, cause i always do you see! haha! :D
smile celia! i love you! :D
to hs, eileen, jiayi aka fake shinyi, and shinyi aka real shinyi: THANK YOU! :) sigh. actually u guys pay up quite zhun3 shi2 also you mei you... there are pple much worse...
hey no need to thank me for e gifts and stuff. as thing i can do as a squad ic :) anyway must thank xinyu also. she pei2 me buy. oh and sorry u guys didn't get flowers! haha. hope u all will remain as my ke ai de squadmates!! :) jiayou!
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