so let the rain fall

lots of things to do. but soon everything will be over. too soon?

there are so many things that we don't want to do. but when we're thrust with such a responsibility, it's no longer a choice of whether to do or not, but more of an obligation. And such obligations are most likely not for individual gains or benefits but instead for a larger organisation, for a so called 'better' future, or maybe for a specific other person. Because of such obligations, you urself have to find that inner motivation inside you. To do all that you can to the best of your ability. (or so they say). but it's true that there's no one to help you. no one to lend you a hand. in this society, it's everyone for him or herself. sure, they'll help you, but only if they themselves gain from such a 'kindly gesture'. of course, maybe not everyone is like that. there might be some people around. those we call 'friends'. they stick by you and pull u out of sticky situations. but how many pple are lucky enough to have 'true' friends?

i sound like im writing a stupid cliche composition...

sometimes, i really don't know why i do certain things. maybe i shd stop letting my emotions take control over my actions. but then i won't be me...

there's no more time. really. we need to give all we have before it's lost... why can't they understand us a little? just take it as hong2 wo3 men2 bu4 ke2 yi3 ma1? it's so difficult to change them and make improve. but i've let myself submerge too deep to not go anything about it.

look through me. im glass.