what's on the surface that really matters

feels really good to have physical injuries... you know exactly where is hurting even though you might not know what's wrong and you can see where it hurts; a bleeding finger, a bruised knee... As compared to emotional injuries you are more assured of your injury.... it's tangible presence, and it's possiblity of healing, regardless of the time needed. Emotional injuries, well they never heal, although i can't be sure since i can't see it, but they never heal, not entirely...

so hit me hard, leave a scar, but don't wrench at my insides, i beg of you...