beautiful

my comp has officially died. the hard disk crashed. so now we borrowed a pc and it's like so not qi quan with stuff. didn't even have microsoft word. had to install it in....

forgot and took the back seat again. got lectured. seating at the front seat felt wierd.... and u get to notice so many stuff u normally are accustomed to not seeing.... haven't sat in front for so long le. in fact haven't even sat in a car for bout 1 month....

the moon was so beautiful even though it was already shi ba... she was so clear. so obvious. so bright. nobody could have missed her. I felt her presence and looked up and sure enough i saw. and she followed me...all the way. was she accompanying me in my confused thoughts? The nearer i got to her, the further she seemed to be. like she was playing a game with me. and i couldn't resist.
i love the moon. does the moon love me?
nowadays been having dreams that are so....i dunno. they involve pple i know. but the situations are so unreal that sometimes i wake and ponder over the whole thing over and over again. im willing to be the bait. but u must rescue me before my doom.