amazing drop of rain in a drought

ok. im back again. today i didn't do many constructive things. i will not discourage myself by saying i didn't do any constructive things. does this sound familiarly like mark antony? haha.

went out to take a breather. i felt the weight of my sias and hw on my conscience all the time :( chao bu shuang... then after i came home went to watch tv -.- a cinderella's story: how can i miss it??nvm i will start work now (even though it's like so late...)

still been having weird dreams. i recall them quite vividly just after i wake up but once i don't think through it right after waking i'll forget bout it. :( it's amazing how i can rmb all e figures and everything of an unreal situation. it's like a whole movie i've nv seen before just in my head.

qing ming today. the scary thing about a fire is not the flame which is in fact entrancing. it dances in its own style. the scary thing is the heat. it overwhelms you and whispers into your ear: 'Come any nearer and I'll eat you alive...' similarly for e candle, it is the wax not the flame that burns you.