the start.
this is so not what i had expected of my first day and this is also so not how i blog.
i m infuriated. no, not really. im better now, what's this feeling? it's injustice.
just because im the designer doesn mean im some shit at everyone's beck and call to do a total 360 degrees change to the design for you. after i've slogged my freaking holidays, i repeat, holidays, i dont expect anything much in return but what is returned to me is my own design. And it's not like it wasn accepted; it's just how they want to synchronise the designs. If the designs were to be synchronised then please. I could have been informed earlier. Before i had came up with my own. In the end im supposed to use some existing ____ design that is not me at all but i still have to work on it. i never knew bright red was supposed to go with dark blue.
i really dont know what to say or do except redo it to what they want it to be, trying to calm myself that i will have time to revise for bio by tmr. i will have time to revise for new media theory by thurs. and i will find time to ensure the tutorials and practicals are filed to be handed in. i will because i must.
And it's today that i got so demoralised about my language. so this is how i fare. this is how i fare to be transferred away to the other class. i feel mean but heck. im really upset now.
if i were a boy...
i m infuriated. no, not really. im better now, what's this feeling? it's injustice.
just because im the designer doesn mean im some shit at everyone's beck and call to do a total 360 degrees change to the design for you. after i've slogged my freaking holidays, i repeat, holidays, i dont expect anything much in return but what is returned to me is my own design. And it's not like it wasn accepted; it's just how they want to synchronise the designs. If the designs were to be synchronised then please. I could have been informed earlier. Before i had came up with my own. In the end im supposed to use some existing ____ design that is not me at all but i still have to work on it. i never knew bright red was supposed to go with dark blue.
i really dont know what to say or do except redo it to what they want it to be, trying to calm myself that i will have time to revise for bio by tmr. i will have time to revise for new media theory by thurs. and i will find time to ensure the tutorials and practicals are filed to be handed in. i will because i must.
And it's today that i got so demoralised about my language. so this is how i fare. this is how i fare to be transferred away to the other class. i feel mean but heck. im really upset now.
if i were a boy...
posted by C~~~@ at 8:06 AM
4 Comments:
all I can say:
good luck
nothing much I can do.. maybe revise with you or stuff? but...
I hope I don't get on your nerve.
lols. it's ok.
celiaa sorry ah u could have ranted to me on mon. maybe you were just being considerate not to? but seriously, just rant if you need to.
about aep, =((. this type of things are really pissifying but they happen. i just hope that u can cope with the workload, channel the anger into doing a great job and defying their expectations. being angry is only natural but it would waste your energy.
abt the lang thing, i really feel that gp is NOT an indicator of lang. honestly. seriously. 100%. look at people with amazing english but who dont do as well. anyone who reads yr blog can tell that you've got excellent english and a writing style so distinct and artistic. so there is NO need to feel inferior to others just becos of some stupid banding shit. hmm believe me i know about feeling inferior in the class i'm in. but i just try to shove it away and not compare myself to others cos well there's no point. really dear, just try to do what they say, and tolerate it, because you will improve. you're way better than that.
okay super long reply. i do hope you feel better. don't let shitty stuff get you down =( haha i can try giving you real helpful advice if i can think of any <33 love you loads. and we must talk more and support each other and can study together. let's focus! :) even though you're so distracting. haha.
thank u kynaa =)
im feeling better dun worry. =) yeah towards blocks we can study tgt in the lib or smth.. shd be less pressuring studying w me than ur classmates? hahaha. dun worry, i'll do smth abt the distracting part =p
also, have u read baihui's writings abt her characters Ven and Night? v niceee. and i miss ur Zephr's Epiphany.. er i cant rmb how her name was spelt =p maybe after As i'll write smth too?
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