sixteen going on seventeen; going going gone

=) birthday today is really nice. except there's this nagging voice at e back of my head reminding me that i have an irritating overdue sb review that's still unedited =(

rahh it's hard when you have to take all considerations into account. ur own artistic style/value (or for that matter, the lack of it) doesn really mean anything till recognition is given and recognition is given by ur viewer/ marker/ audience and it's so sad when u have to sacriface some parts of ur wk just to please others' requirements. but i also can't be too stubborn abt my own opinions; afterall the comments by more 'professional' and experienced pple are meant to help improve my wk... haiz.

eh what's this? im supposed to be talking abt happy stuff. ok erm. yup thanx to all those who sent smses or wished me happy birthday via msn or face to face =) yay celia agrees with kyna: Loneliness is the human condition but you've got me in every situation hahaz. so thanx my family, eileen, jiajun, zhiyong (i'll collect ur present soon), jianliang, brenda, jiaying, yuqin, hs, shinyi, weisin, kevin, leslie. jerrold for my cherry blossoms frm japan. pearl, jinting, baihui thanx so much for e cd <3 (much that i recognise e ulterior motive to intro me to dbsk lols) kyna u surprised me w another cd hahaz yay more songs! and also for e organiser thing and that photo i can't believe u still have it lols. steffi for e white bangle watch. =) racht for e tkd voodoo doll! eliz for... erm it says happy beans so erm haha. and u guys came all e way to theuluatedjurong hahaz <3 and many many more friends who have been w me supporting me in one way or another and tolerating my crappy mood swings haha

so can i have this dance?

crap. my review, bio hw and math package are glaring at me...