past perfect, present tense

hmm. i wanted to post how depressed i was on thurs. then on fri i wanted to post how happy i felt i was. and on sat, i felt guilty (coz didn't do any wk)

then i realised today how self centered i am.
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the only time i really care about others it's about u and my juniors and some squadmates... sometimes certain classmates. but i had forgotten something else.

now i feel so bad.

i haven't done my part as a loving sister, dutiful daughter and filial grandchild...
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i promise i'll spend my june hols tutoring my sis and washing the dishes and doing more housework. ahh and learn how to cook more dishes. =) and go swimming. i miss my tan. gosh. tan line has totally faded away lah.

oh. and i cut my hair. not that much to signify a drastic change in my life. but enough.