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biased.

the prayer

lyrics by Carol bayer sager

I pray you'll be our eyes,
and watch us where we go
and help us to be wise
in times when we don't know
let this be our prayer
when we lose our way
lead us to a place
guide us with your grace
give us faith so we'll be safe
I pray we'll find your light
and hold it in our hearts
let this be our prayer
when shadows fill our day
lead us to a place
guide us with with grace
give us faith so we'll be safe

So gna muon mon do sen za piu vio len za
un mon do di giu sti za di speranza
o gnu no dia la suo vi ci no sim bo lo di pa ce
di fra ter ni ta

We ask that life be kind
and watch us from above
we hope each soul will find
another soul to love
let this be our prayer
just like every child
need to find a place
guide us with your grace
give us faith so we'll be safe

e la fe de che hai a cce soin noi
sen to che ci sal ve ra....

scared

i'm scared.

come with the wind

whee. ~16.00? about there. rather lousy lah. but considering the fact that we have not practised for bout 2 mth or so...i think still ok. haha.+ 5 bx some more lor. hehe.

then the mooncake festival celebrations still ok lor. at basketball court shang yue.
haha. then went to field. went home so late. no time to study.
:(
and yet i m still not studying now.
bad.
i m so bad.
...

Be like they were

I stare around
with vacant eyes
my words are stuck
I can't get them out

there's something
i want to say
yet no one to hear
and i can't seem
to express myself
and string those
words together

And so it happens
again and again
once more
we always do
return to square one
again...
It's like nothing's
happened and changed
from before
but you know
things will never
be like they were
anymore...

and then u
turned around
right smack in my face
at once, my mind
was drained of
all thoughts
I can't even seem
to recall what it was
i wanted to say

And so it happens
again and again
once more
we always do
return to square one
again...
It's like nothing's
happened and changed
from before
but you know
things will never
be like they were
anymore...
be like they were
...
anymore...

sigh

sigh...
sigh...
hmm.
you are so irritating. everytime i really need to talk to u, u r not there. not that i always want to talk to u lor. hmph.
irritating
irritating!
IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh....
calm down....
ok...
much better.
i never knew you were more important than her... until today.

20 days to eoys i think. i m progressing too slowly. in fact there is hardly no progress.
we have 14 tadpoles now. caught them frm the drain near my house. whee. they r so cute. haven't seen them for so long le. when they r older i will release some into our sch pond. hopefully they will feel more at home. but for now, they r MINE. still no legs yet... long way to grow....maybe i can kop one for hushen....see first...:)

Be thou my vision

sigh. had wanted to post this for a long time. but too lazy to type....
anyway...

Be thou my vision, lord of my heart
not be all else to me save that thou art
thou my best thought by day or by night
waking or sleeping thy presence my light
Oo_____ Oo_____
Riches i heed not nor men's empty praise
thou my inhertance now and always
thou and thou only first in my heart
....
....

sigh. i like the tune. our old choir song.

weird dreams

last night i had a very...real dream.
sigh.
sigh.
...
hmm.
...
it went like this...

it was lang arts exam that day. i totally forgot bout it. was totally unprepared. i kept saying there were still 24 days left to exams. however...sigh. u could imagine how desperate i was. at the end of the exam i went to the busstop and i saw u. i was relieved. i had wanted to see u. i needed to talk. when i told you what happened u didn't seem to be very concerned for me. u said u would be away for 11 days. u wouldn't be able to accompany me for my exams afterall. ur bus came and u left. i was a wreak. i missed two of my buses. then i saw her. she was jaywalking. she made me promise i won't tell anyone. despite myself, i smiled. i told her what happened. she sympathised with me and let me cry. she hugged me. then her bus came. i was desperate. she was going to leave like u did. i didn't want her to go. then i saw my bus was behind hers. she told me she would hold my hand until i got on the bus. she did. i was very grateful. she ended up missing her bus because of me.

sigh.
sigh.
...
hmm.
...