don't say no to abortion

say never to abortion...
hahaz, or at least for now that's how i feel..

in bio we learn transciption and reverse transcription.
chem we learn forward rxn and backward rxn
math we learn differentiation and integration
teachers teach us a method to work towards smth and then a reverse method to undo it or wk back to the orginal...
it's a pity we cant wk backwards to undo a lousy grade in exams... we can't take back the words we have said or said words in the past we never did...
we can't make a mistake in life and then go back in time again to correct it...
break a promise and then wished you hadn't done so....
take a ruined relationship and reverse it or integrate it back again...

see, all the useless stuff taught in sch... solutions that never serve to adress our real problems in life.

the theory of n and n+1

i have just been taught that the very basic theory behind sparring is the theory of n and n+1. basically if your opponent attacks you n times u attack back by (n+1) times. that's how you score points over your opponent otherwise there will become no point in a match.

and then i realise, this does not only apply to sparring. u receive and you give more back. how often do you do that? when someone is nice to you, u r elated and u return the favour or even much more. but what do you do when the person turns against you? n times. is it now the time to take revenge (n+1) times?

an eye for an eye (or rather an n for an n) makes the whole world blind but what about an eye (or n) for an eye plus a tooth plus an arm plus oh, why not, the whole body (n+1)? You eradicate the whole problem itself, 斩草除根... or do you?

commit

when u think about marriage, and attempt to come to a decision, don't try to imagine living a life with someone forever; see if you cant imagine living without the person.

draw something u'll want to bring home and keep...

reconcile

It's so ironic but when people leave they stay forever because their absence forms a stubborn stain..

i've finished reading salem falls. spent the whole entire day reading.... it's awesome i think i can say it's almost on par with My sister's keeper.. oh wells. k i still have the pilot's wife and mercy to finish reading =p. i think i was being a bit too greedy how m i supposed to do so much reading when my schedules getting so busy again?

i think i'd rather have the block test period back again. hahaz. although lectures and the steady, familiar mechanical pace of life is nice to embrace again.

lots of things have been running through me recently....

The ultimate picture. I didn't know why it affected me so but of coz it wld how m i lying. it felt so ironic. the two pple who have been so crucial in my life acting as if there was no tension whatsoever. i could have laughed. except it wld be bitter.

empty promises fill me up.. it's paradoxical once again

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hi this is yuqin frm tkd. u have not been registered for grading this sun...
not registered
grading
u have not been registered
u have not been registered
do you know that rebaca's bro is in hci sjab?
do you know
do you know
do you know
hci sjab
rebaca
rebaca's bro
sorry im busy now i'll get back to you soon
i'll get back to you soon
soon
i'll get back to you soon
Hey girl, happy birthday! :)
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"When I was lying, they hung on every word. And when I told the truth no one listened"