knee-deep in trouble

today is a fabulous Monday. Don't anyone just want to agree with me? haha. very funny.

could not finish that sui2 bi3 for zhang1 lao3 shi1. not to mention din't bring maths hw today coz thought only need to pass up tomoro. very nice rite. not to worry, the best is yet to come. went home for tuition. lalala~ then realised that stupid LA essay tt i had finally finished during last period of Science, forgot to hand up!!!!! *screams* it's like all my efforts washed down the sewage. let me repeat: it's sewage. coz drain at least ni3 ke2 yi3 lao1 qi3 lai2 but sewage arh cannot liao. and it's like Mr Tan already sooo pissed with 204 liao. oh yes. and i almost forgot, today's Geog quiz was fantastic u noe?
the only gd thing tt had happened today was tt i got distinction for tt Science NSW's thingy.

then there's tt stupid OM. went Spotlight on Sun to look for cloth materials suddenly realised how small Singapore can be. saw Bao Cheng and her 2/3 OM mates. Saw one sec 1 sj de4 whom i up till now still dun noe who she is.

and then there's dental appointment tomoro. lovely rite? all u have to do is go there and say 'ah'. yeah rite.

finally there's Science Prac on Thurs. sigh.
Why does my world simply can revolve around sch and nothing else?

p.s. Happy birthday Steffi and Xinyu!

memories

there's a cricket on the glass window. it is huge. 8.5 cm. so cool. i have never been so close to a criket before. it likes to step on it's feeler and then turn it's head and pull it out again. like cleaning it or smth. it's so...real. a pity it doesn't wanna play some music for me.

maths test tomoro and yet i m still here typing. after maths then it's finally science the last paper. btw eileen, wan the ans key to tt '0' level bio bk. i can bring tomoro if u like... i hate maths. really. the only reason why i try not to hate maths tt much is becoz my mum says if u hate a subject u'll neva do well in it. i dunno how to do 2 ques out of the 4 ques attempted and i m not sure of the ans of 1 ques. so lousy how to sit for test!!!!! arh. still can't believe there can be a policy tt u can't have more than three tests in a wk. coz i feel like i've take dozens of tests so far.

wish i was back in pri sch. i remember being soooo hard-working last time. saw my 2003 calendar on Sun. it's like from FEB i started writing PSLE coming soon. and i remember doing assesments almost everyday.
then in sec 1. wait until so so late then study. this yr must start studying during June hols. otherwise can't finish sec 1 and 2 notes.

then there's koto soon too.

i feel so selfish. my mortal get into sj then very sad coz scared she dun like me liao. then now my mortal appeal success liao i also very sad coz i dun wan her to go!!! but in the 1st place before i even knew she would get into sj i had told her to choose a cca she really liked. otherwise will regret.

thinking bout 6A gathering lst yr. My friend was shocked to noe tt i was in ny (too big an improvement liao. :) ) and Tas said: " U neva see such a pretty ny girl before issit?" SO FUNNY. lolz. anyway he was attending to the fire. trying to make the fire start and last long. i was shan1 feng1 dian3 huo3 -ing (literally) i felt so guilty tt even after sj camp still dunno how to start fire. He so pro!! see tv only then noe how to do liao. but then later my turn to be pro. coz he was asking me what's the diff betw first, second and third degree burns. and i could show of my first aid skills!! felt soo pro...

lost

i have lost my watch, my nametag and myself......

Help me! Anyone pls help......

screams

i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!!

Valentine's Day...happy?

everytime i am supposed to do hw and revise i end up here. hmm lets see, does the word test ring a bell? ah yes...i just remembered...HELLO?! test is nxt wk k and i m still STILL doing nothing bout it.

anyway just wanna say smth. dunno why people always think tt others come frm perfect family. it's like u never know if the person beside u comes frm a broken bkgrd not like it's a nice thing to tell others tt ur parents are divorced or are dead etc etc. Maybe tt person yearns for some love and care frm friends to ni2 bu3 gan3 qing2.

my cute mortie got into sj. :(

happy and worried

someone remembers me afterall. :)

saw a new-born baby tiger barb in the aquarium on cny morning. so cute! puny little one swimming here and there.

$150 of my angbao money shall go into tt walkathon card. :( no face to ask people to donate after they already gave u angbao so can only resort to this.

still have not finished hw and revision! tests are in wk 8!!! must faster finish everything. sigh. dunno how to do tt 'book tt made a great impact on me' thingy.

in a festive mood?

zhang1 laoshi is soooo nice. Gave the whole class loveletters to express his love for us. no lah. xiang3 wai1 qu4. he just gave us new year goodies namely pineapple tarts (yummy!!), rou4 gan1 (yes!!!) and loveletters (yeah!).
loads of hw to do during hols. *hint hint* (nobody can ask me out for a date on Valentine's Day) dun wanna do it!! (that's way slacking down here)
ncos are soo guo4 fen4. shan't name names. tsk tsk. no gossiping bout seniors. (G rule of sj) and today we tried to give her her birhtday prezzies. (tried lah) at least they gave us chocolates. suan4 shi4 pei2 jui4 hao3 le4 hmph!
i m a bad bad angel. neva give mortal any thing at all for cny. must go buy smth for her. but then soo many people's birhtday coming! gonna broke le. i tink i said this before. ya i did.
yeah. can skip footdrill and roomduty and cca this week. what bliss. but there's still sooo much hw and projects to do!!! argh. what r the teachers doing?
decide to tell my mortie who am i on valentines day. be a gd gd angel. :)
oh and i m underweight!!! argh!!! how can this be??? i m already moderating my diet. how can this be?? i hao3 bu4 rong2 yi4 become acceptable weight last yr and now?? it's all ruined!!!!

Gimme Hope Joanna

Well Jo'anna she runs a country
She runs in Durban and the Transvaal
She makes a few of her people happy, oh
She don't care about the rest at all
She's got a system they call apartheid
It keeps a brother in a subjection
But maybe pressure will make Jo'anna see
How everybody could a live as one

(Chorus:)
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
Hope, Jo'anna
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
'Fore the morning come
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
Hope, Jo'anna
Hope before the morning come

I hear she makes all the golden money
To buy new weapons, any shape of guns
While every mother in black Soweto fears
The killing of another son
Sneakin' across all the neighbours' borders
Now and again having little fun
She doesn't care if the fun and games she play
Is dang'rous to ev'ryone

(Chorus:)
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
'Fore the morning come
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
Gimme hope, Jo'anna
Hope before the morning come

She got supporters in high up places
Who turn their heads to the city sun
Jo'anna give them the fancy money
Oh to tempt anyone who'd come
She even knows how to swing opinion
In every magazine and the journals
For every bad move that this Jo'anna makes
They got a good explanation

(Chorus)

pissed

you raise my hopes high
and drop them hard
breaking them into
a thousand pieces.
I tried to fit
the pieces together
but I can't mend the scar.

how many times are you out to hurt me? more than twice over and over again. I tried to forgive you to make allowance for you. Because I thought you cared for me and had not meant to hurt me. But I am human, not a toy who can endure whatever you do to it. To be at your beck and call when you need me and to ditch when you are tired of me.






i thought u said respect is to be gained and not demanded.