think of me

THINK OF ME - phantom of the opera

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me

We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember
stop and think
of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.
Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.
Recall those days
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you . .

Can it be?
Can it be Christine?
Bravo!
Long ago,
it seemed so long ago
How young and innocent we were
She may not remember me
but I remember her

Flowers fade
the fruits of summer fade -
They have their seasons
so do we
but please
promise me,
that sometimes
you will think
of me



hs, happy? haha.

old post

weird dreams
last night i had a very...real dream.
sigh.
sigh.
...
hmm.
...
it went like this...

it was lang arts exam that day. i totally forgot bout it. was totally unprepared. i kept saying there were still 24 days left to exams. however...sigh. u could imagine how desperate i was. at the end of the exam i went to the busstop and i saw u. i was relieved. i had wanted to see u. i needed to talk. when i told you what happened u didn't seem to be very concerned for me. u said u would be away for 11 days. u wouldn't be able to accompany me for my exams afterall. ur bus came and u left. i was a wreak. i missed two of my buses. then i saw her. she was jaywalking. she made me promise i won't tell anyone. despite myself, i smiled. i told her what happened. she sympathised with me and let me cry. she hugged me. then her bus came. i was desperate. she was going to leave like u did. i didn't want her to go. then i saw my bus was behind hers. she told me she would hold my hand until i got on the bus. she did. i was very grateful. she ended up missing her bus because of me.

sigh.
sigh.
...
hmm.
...

Missing

missing as in que shao as in si nian as in bu jian....

long time ago i wanted to post quite a lot of things. but i never got the time to. actually now im not supposed to be here. im supposed to go and do my maths corrections. then finish my past yr papers. then continue revising maths. till the morn. coz i slept in late today. (bad girl)

but. but im still here coz i think im depriving myself the chance of letting out of stress. and i need to reflect upon what i've really been doing.

i can't possibly quit now. it's so stupid. i just got my rank. but... argh. no buts. i need to balance sj and my schwork. just stop putting sj first in everything. or start appearing such that studies are impt. no! studies ARE impt... yes. everything's over. camp comp quiz ndp agi. im only left with bgi and advance. yes. i won't pass but heck what's the big deal. just go and have fun man!

im feeling better now. see. i only need to eat HALF a tablet. :) whee. i hope next mth can stop treatment le. hope. hopes are like bubbles. break easily.

it's quite scary having to take an exam in the hall. im scared. stop scaring me more.

i wanted to talk about inspire but i realised eileen mentioned about everyhting i wanted to mention. the 20 $2 notes. yup. thanx to a certain brown lady luck standing beside me. :) thank you! morn pple and women are always more generous. this is NOT an assumption. and yes. that shop that we went into. full of nice notebks and wrapping paper and cards and pens. sigh. can't step out of it lah! omg. haha. the colours are very beautiful. eileen says pple who like black like orange too, aka herself. and about the buying four just to get the FIFTH one free lols. haha. but they are all so ex!!!!

4 more days. do i miss u? happy birthday anyway.

1+ wk to exams. i've not finished revision. i m a bad girl. pls tell me im not. and to everyone out there. good luck. the worst has just begun but the best has yet to come.

p.s i love ella enchanted!! gosh haha. 'it's nv too early to start getting finished'.