True

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]

this song is really nice =) yays.

star(e)s

im repeatedly listening to How six songs collide. it's on loop. and has been on loop for an eternity. not everything can run a whole length and bring u back to the beginning. not everything's a cycle. a life cycle is an oxymoron in itself. life is never circular. because we measure life in time, and time is a one-way route.

i feel like taking the whole song of the rainbow connection and replacing all the questions in the song about rainbows with stars.

"why are there so many songs about stars.. and what's on the other side?"

"who said that every dream would be heard and answered when wished on the morning star?"

"what's so amazing that keeps us star-gazing, what do we think we might see?"

humans are obsessed with stars. from young we get brainwashed with the song "twinkle twinkle little star" we wish upon stars; shooting or non-shooting. when we learn to draw various shapes we get preoccupied with perfecting the shape of a star and we search far and wide for the best way to draw a star. 2 overlapping triangles. one continuous line having sharp bends at 4 ends and forming e last pointy end when the start meets the end. or jus one continuous line with 5 pointy ends. (trust me, the last method is the hardest)

what is an alternative name for a celebrity? A star. a star has too often, far too often, been used as a metaphor due to it's shiny, brilliantly bright, far-fetched and unreachable qualities. Humans describe a celebrity as a star. they describe their loved ones as stars and swear to fetch the real star up in the sky, just for them. They admire starfishes because it's the only attainable replacement for a star on land.

after we've conquered the moon, soon we'll move on to stars. Oh! We're having our lunch at The Star cafe? Care to join?

stars eventually just boil down to dust.. so something so brilliant, so bright... everything's just a disguise? you're no big deal. you're just a...

plainoldjanetoldastoryboutamanwhowastooafraidtoflysoneverdidland,
so tell me did you fall for a shooting star? one without a permanent scar?
... and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

stars are illusions. stars. stars. stars... how i wonder what you are. stars stares. up above the world so high... *stares at stars*...

sixteen going on seventeen; going going gone

=) birthday today is really nice. except there's this nagging voice at e back of my head reminding me that i have an irritating overdue sb review that's still unedited =(

rahh it's hard when you have to take all considerations into account. ur own artistic style/value (or for that matter, the lack of it) doesn really mean anything till recognition is given and recognition is given by ur viewer/ marker/ audience and it's so sad when u have to sacriface some parts of ur wk just to please others' requirements. but i also can't be too stubborn abt my own opinions; afterall the comments by more 'professional' and experienced pple are meant to help improve my wk... haiz.

eh what's this? im supposed to be talking abt happy stuff. ok erm. yup thanx to all those who sent smses or wished me happy birthday via msn or face to face =) yay celia agrees with kyna: Loneliness is the human condition but you've got me in every situation hahaz. so thanx my family, eileen, jiajun, zhiyong (i'll collect ur present soon), jianliang, brenda, jiaying, yuqin, hs, shinyi, weisin, kevin, leslie. jerrold for my cherry blossoms frm japan. pearl, jinting, baihui thanx so much for e cd <3 (much that i recognise e ulterior motive to intro me to dbsk lols) kyna u surprised me w another cd hahaz yay more songs! and also for e organiser thing and that photo i can't believe u still have it lols. steffi for e white bangle watch. =) racht for e tkd voodoo doll! eliz for... erm it says happy beans so erm haha. and u guys came all e way to theuluatedjurong hahaz <3 and many many more friends who have been w me supporting me in one way or another and tolerating my crappy mood swings haha

so can i have this dance?

crap. my review, bio hw and math package are glaring at me...

wear your heart on your sleeve

with op over and the beginning of 'holidays', it calls for a blog post.

i'd rather prefer school days now lols. i feel really guilty 'enjoying life' or whatever they call it. haiz. i suppose it's time to start doing wk again and revise thru e subjects for nxt yr's tests. much that i want to, i do feel rather lazy at times... lols

haiz drawing painting sleeping eating stoning going to sch and coming back... nth much other than tt lols. quick pple. book me. lols

this is such a random post.