我们的那片天空

i've long since forgotten that im a peice cloud making up the entire sky. u gradually realise, clouds can never come together to form the sky because they move when the wind blows. there's no use worrying if the picture is complete; whether or not it is, the sky is still there and live goes on.

so i had decided to just focus on growing a new plant. when the sun is too hot, cover it to shelter the growing plant before it shrivells in the heat. when it becomes too dry, rain and water the new plant, preventing it from withering. and slowly, build up the confidence of the plant and equip it such that one day, it will burst into full bloom. i wonder if the new plant knows...

...and then, that is when im not needed anymore...float away... to another place

to grow another plant.

难以开口

难以开口，不知从何说起
我把心事写在一张信里头
装进默契那封纯白信封
贴上了一枚无价邮票
寄给脑海中的永久居民
地址的部分只写了“未来”两个字
不知它离此处多远
一天我走在平日熟悉的街道
临近家门，见有人从小信箱取出
一封纯白信封。。。

amazing drop of rain in a drought

ok. im back again. today i didn't do many constructive things. i will not discourage myself by saying i didn't do any constructive things. does this sound familiarly like mark antony? haha.

went out to take a breather. i felt the weight of my sias and hw on my conscience all the time :( chao bu shuang... then after i came home went to watch tv -.- a cinderella's story: how can i miss it??nvm i will start work now (even though it's like so late...)

still been having weird dreams. i recall them quite vividly just after i wake up but once i don't think through it right after waking i'll forget bout it. :( it's amazing how i can rmb all e figures and everything of an unreal situation. it's like a whole movie i've nv seen before just in my head.

qing ming today. the scary thing about a fire is not the flame which is in fact entrancing. it dances in its own style. the scary thing is the heat. it overwhelms you and whispers into your ear: 'Come any nearer and I'll eat you alive...' similarly for e candle, it is the wax not the flame that burns you.