Wednesday, November 30, 2005

十年

如果那两个字没有颤抖
我不会发现我难受
怎么说出口也不过是分手

如果对于明天没有要求
牵牵手就像旅游
成千上万个门口总有一个人要先走

怀抱既然不能逗留
何不在离开的时候
一边享受一边泪流

十年之前
我不认识你你不属于我
我们还是一样陪在一个陌生人左右
走过渐渐熟悉的街头
十年之后
我们是朋友还可以问候
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友

直到和你做了多年朋友
才明白我的眼泪
不是为你而流也为别人而流

wrong way

has the world tipped
the wrong way around?

why is it when i
open my eyes
i face pitch darkness
but when i close
my eyes to dream
everything seems to
light up my life?

when i step along
the paths of dreams
everything goes so smoothly
but when i launch onto
the rocky shores of life
i slip and fall

when i chose to imagine
time crawls past me
i always wake to find
the world the opposite
has the world tipped
the wrong way around?

Monday, November 28, 2005

drying petals

so i came back on sat night. and did my stupid moi and case and public duty worksht until 3 am. :( was so tired during nco course on sun. they shd be thankful. some dun even bother. i could have even came back later. but can't miss course lah.

that irritating ma'am. irritating!!! :(

today deco went to help publi do their stuff. we spent soooo long. cutting magazine letters and pasting them. doing the format of the thing. doing the photos. doing the messages. doing the names. doing the contacts. bla, bla, and bla. then we rehearsed for our performance. hiyo.

tomoro is farewell party le.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

jellybabies

Yesterday, steffi, jiah, jiayi, eileen, hs and I went to sentosa.

There was this very irritating green man who threatened to fine us twice. so rude lor.

Anyway, first we went to palawan beach. very unfortunately, we did not see the sign that said beware of jellyfish and stone fish until it was too late. i sensed a kind of stinging sensation. at first it wasn't much. until it began to swell. round circle swells at my arm. jiah also kena. then we remembered seawater can incapacitate(sp?) stings. so we tried it. sorta worked! less swollen less painful. and then we spotted the culprit (or so we think it is) lurking near us in the shallow waters. it was transparent and very (sadly) cute. hs was the one who spotted it. i wouldn't have paid it any attention. anyway the stings were quite mild so after a while the pain and swelling subsided.

yup then later when we saw the sign they said actually we shdn't put any ice on the wound or have contact with fresh water. then steffi was very confused becoz as a quiz member she noes v plainly that we r supposed to apply cold compress on the wound for at least 10 min. i think poor steffi was really traumatised. with us getting stung and all. haha.

oh and hs and jiayi spotted mudskippers! and they called us to go see. really cute lah. waddle waddle on land using their fins. actually i could have mistook them as lizards. look like mah. and eileen was greatly surprised by a particularly large sch of zebrafish that swam past us. haha. and those jellybabies. or so what steffi and i call them. coz there were loads of them washed onshore all lined at the shoreline, near rocks etc. practically everywhere. those pulsating stuff. steffi concluded they were baby jellyfishes. i dunno, maybe lor. they look like mah. also transparent. and as described by the sign " bell-shaped, and gellatin-like creatures" smth like that.

ya so later we all went 7-eleven to buy lunch and ate at a playgrd. wheee. ya. so those r the main pts. yup. :)

Sunday, November 13, 2005

:(

hello. can u just stop it. STOP. all these negative thinking etc that's not going to help u at all. argh. please and for goodness sake stop talking to me when u r in the presence of others. it's very scary you know.

hello?! like u r the one who keeps talking to me all the time?? invading my most private thoughts some more...

like you care? otherwise you would have hidden them deeper.

ya well you don't know everything either. stop being so smug.

*rolls eyes* argh!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

什么是未来?

当我还在妈妈的肚子里时,
我就听见她和别人说
我是她“未来”的孩子,
这所谓的“未来”到底是什么?

在我五岁时,
我已走了五年的“未来”,
邻居看见我说
我的“未来”充满希望
什么是“未来”?

当我走了十年的“未来”
的一次受到学业上的打击,
那时妈妈鼓励我
要我在“未来”几年加倍努力。
什么是“未来”?

当我走了十五年的“未来”,
第一次失恋,我的心
不酸、不甜、不苦、不辣,
它已结成冰,麻木了,
什么是“未来”?

现在我已走了二十年的“未来”
当你读到这里,
我已走到很远、很远
我再次问自己,
什么是“未来”?

Sunday, November 06, 2005

love

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

this song is so cute!!!!
haha..sigh.

all gone wrong