a picture speaks a thousand words

... if you have a good camera to take them.

I would want to take e colourful staircase behind bugis village.

And e bare trees outside our flat.

And the muddy brown colour of the big canal compared to the deep salty green of the rochor canal we pass by on the way to beach road.

And the morning dew.

And a rainbow.

And a piece of empty grassland, with nothing, no condominiums built on it.

And the way the waters in a pool would reflect the early morning sun, creating illusions such that I feel like I'm in the sea and I get scared of sharks...

And a peice of sky a shade of baby blue with my fav marshmallow clouds...

And the swing, empty, with its metal peices sparkling under the sun rays... and your smile

if i have a good camera...


and! i want to watch movies!!! rahh. spiderman 3. shrek 3. pirates of the carribean3. ocean's thirteen. what's with 3 huh? haha bleargh. but doubt i'll get to watch any.

past perfect, present tense

hmm. i wanted to post how depressed i was on thurs. then on fri i wanted to post how happy i felt i was. and on sat, i felt guilty (coz didn't do any wk)

then i realised today how self centered i am.
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the only time i really care about others it's about u and my juniors and some squadmates... sometimes certain classmates. but i had forgotten something else.

now i feel so bad.

i haven't done my part as a loving sister, dutiful daughter and filial grandchild...
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i promise i'll spend my june hols tutoring my sis and washing the dishes and doing more housework. ahh and learn how to cook more dishes. =) and go swimming. i miss my tan. gosh. tan line has totally faded away lah.

oh. and i cut my hair. not that much to signify a drastic change in my life. but enough.