how do one decide when or not to trust someone? at what point, when what invisible barrier is crossed do you let your soul pour out? such a dangerous act, we don't even realise till someone betrays your trust.
i don't understand the idea of reciprocating. does it even exist? should one expect it? the thing about expectations is that when you hope for something and in the end the hope falls through the hurt and the pain's greater.... should reciprocating exist? in sort of a negative way, people refer to it as an eye for an eye... but there's also reciprocating acts of kindness, or love, or trust. yeah sure, it's often said in tv serial dramas, just because you love someone doesn't mean the person must love you too. it's so so sad. =( i so pity Jacob in the twilight series ok. was crazy over edward cullen for a while too but i think know im standing on Jacob's side. at least until I finish eclipse...
expectations. im reminded of the equation again. happiness = reality/expectations. H = R/E. so when you have no expectations or E = 0, the whole equation becomes undefined and happiness can't exist. bit if expectations r too high happiness will just be a very small fraction edging close to 0...
I never betrayed you. If you want to think that way then so be it but the mere idea of you choosing to believe others instead... i don't know. it makes me wonder if all along i've been creating everything myself and everything was unreal. nothing ever happened.
et tu brute?
