tying loose strings

i think i'd better post smth before this place turns mouldy. nothing much happened after I've come back from Aust. The trip was fun. it's an animal kingdom......dolphins, kangaroos, koalas, echidnas, tasmanian devils, dingoes, snakes....and toads. lovely. and strawberries!! and I like the plane rides. Emirates is a gd plane. :) think my squaddies enjoyed the farewell party. ya. Farewell, sec 4s... u noe there's this stupid pop-ups that keeeps popping every few seconds? groans. there it is again. stupid. who wants to buy Viagra?!! really... wish I knew how to prevent it. later will be meeting Hu Shen hopefully to return lib bks. and I realise after I say soo much fei hua bout changing template it still is like this...shall keep it like this then. u noe some dentists just have some kind of attitude prob one? talk to my mum bout MY teeth. I won't mind if she explains it to me too. But she doesn't. she just goes on and on either she thinks I'm too stupid or she thinks I'm invisible or she just thinks i'm a KID. That's the prob when u're 13. you go everywhere have to pay adult fees then everyone treats u like xiao hai zi. Then when u do smth wrongly they fan yao ni yi kou and say u r an adult already. Can't be more sensible meh? ...time is wierd. it's diff to control and before u noe it it is gone. When u want it to move faster, however, it slows down but when u want it to go slower it just vanishes without a trace. Others always seem to have more time than u even though u tell urself that can't be true.

taste of leaving

I will be leaving 4 Aust tonight. actually to say the truth I'm really too looking forward to it coz it means I will have to miss the party. I noe this is very mean coz my mum really paid a lot 4 this trip. sigh. Why are things always ruined for me? whadeva. yh will be leaving tonight too. (I noe i m not supposed to say this: ) at least she got to see sgt Rachel and give her prezzie also...


unlike me.

birthday

thanx Eileen, Jia Hui, Steffi, Zhou Ang, Hu Shen, Yu Hsuan, Rebaca, and my own sis, Celine 4 all the prezzie and cards and smses. I really appreciate all the well wishes. Though I really hope someone else will remember my birthday. Hu Shen arh u silly gal go all the way to my house just to put prezzie at my doorstep. Thanx dear. :) And yu hsuan too 4 not forgetting my birthday even overseas. And my 'hua1 sheng1 ma1 ma1' arh. (Cassendra) u r the first and last person to call me to wish me happy birthday from 6A u noe. thanx so much for remembering ur 'daughter's' birthday even after so long.
and of course my real mother 4 buying 3 cute cakes for us. one for my grandma, one for me and one for my sister. yup we r celebrating my grandma's birthday wif mine. lucky the cakes were small. can't take any chances can I? haha. jus jokin. wonder if I've really grown fatter during hols. :)

farewell party

I thought I might at least at to see my sj squadmates and seniors for the last time this yr. And have fun together. For the last time with the sec 4s. But it's all my wishful thinking. dou1 shi4 wo3 yi4 xiang1 qing2 yuan4 de4 xiang2 fa3...... wonder who will replace me as Xinyu's girlfriend. And whether hs and konge and elizabeth can do my share to cooking the nuggets. 30 divide by 3. u guys have to do 10 more each. And who will give cpl Zhi Hui her prezzie instead. And I won't be able to help deco. I will miss u guys.

procrastinating yet again

sigh. I m procrastinating!!! Barely started on hol hw. nor assessment bks. nor revision. well. not that i m lazing around at home. I don use the com every single day. I m trying to resist temptations of swallowing more storybks. I only watch 1~2 h of tv each day. And I don take afternoon naps. So where did all the time fly to?

ok, it's not that i m not looking forwards to the farewell party. Just tt I might find it more fun if I did not have to worry bout rushing to it after getting off the plane. Somehow after the sec 1s stop bothering bout NCOs (and whether they hate us or not) I've lost a bit bit enthusiasium in sj. :(
quite a pity that yh has to miss the farewell party. but she's coming back on my birthday.

thanx Jia Hui and Eileen for the prezzie!! so sweet! :) oh and I counted 45 butterflies.

missing

*sobs* I shall miss Yu Hsuan. sigh. she's going over the sea for almost the whole holidays. now when am I goin to get my prezzie? no lah. just joking. dun get prezzie also nvm but we will really really miss yh rite everybody?
u noe, sometimes it is really hard to imagine that u live so near a person and yet u dun see him at all. Unless under certain circumstances like u become classmates. But even then u only see him in sch. Why is it that they don't meet? this sounds a bit like the xiang4 zuo2 zou3 xiang4 you4 zou3 thing but I'm pretty certain not everybody only walks in a certain direction...
yesterday I had OM meeting and had to skip the last day (or rather nite) of choral nites. sigh. well at least we got some things done. saw Lizanne in the lib. haha. really long time no see. at least a yr. my ex-ex classmate. well she was still pretty much the same. (still calling me Cecilia and still teasing me that I'm short.)
now I have to go to sch on Mon to return tt bk. "Following the wrong god home".

toads and snails and everything nice

Tues:
Rehearsal in the morn. Found a toad that a very big and very erm....sad to say: ugly....(i'll neva kiss it even if it's really a prince) but it was still quite cute and we spent about 10 min cooing over it. Performance! haha. Very fun. At the changing room everybody's fussing over their make-up. Tried to sneak peeks at the groups performing but well we couldn't. Our turn to perform for el. Screwed up a little. Some people couldn't control their laughter!!Well the audience were making us laugh. I want flower! The first person to recieve flower is Minx when we were in the changing room. Wah...I don have flower... nvm. Chinese 's xiang4 zuo2 zhou3 xiang4 you4 zhou3 was quite disastrous. There was supposed to be music but donno what happened nobody played it...Mui accidentally made her hat drop when she was taking off her sling bag. And that Hui Min arh donno what she doing! Nv come out to say tai2 ci2 wif me!! She said she forgot...?! Whatever. The audience sure had a gd laugh. And it was a gd experience. I remember the first time I went to Siew May Audi was when I was performing for SYF choir in P5. 1/2 Eileen and Hu Shen and Steffi ur performance was well done! Went home wif Hu Shen dear and omg I stepped on a SNAIL!!!! I've commited MURDER!!! It was diff to see in the dark and I just heard a crackling sound. EWWW...

Wedn:
It sure is a different feeling when you're the audience. Went to peng3 1/6 (Shinyi Zijia and Jia Hui), 1/7 (Jia Yi), 1/8 (Valerie) and 2/9 (Yunlin and Rebaca) de4 chang3 wif Eileen Hu Shen and Yu Hsuan. Thanx Jia Hui, Zijia and Shinyi for the braclets!! u guys r so sweet. :) Reached there very early so went to changing rooms to peep and say hi. All the performances were very nice. sigh. fine yh I noe I have a poor dress sense. Did I really look that horrible?! That Rebaca arh say I look demure. So u're saying I'm not demure in the first place lah huh? haha just joking lah. That Eileen arh halfway during intermission then have to go. So we sent her to the gate. And saw Jiin Shuan leaving too. She sure looks weird wearing hongzi instead of counsiller blouse. And yh nv go and help her class in fund-raising and went to watch performance wif us instead.

Thurs:
Later have to go and support 2/4 and do fund-raising. Theme: Sports. erm hello?! do I look like I have any sports attire to wear?! anyway must come Le Quarts' stall and peng2 chang3. yeah. I don have to la1 ke4 later. and Adele is gonna be runner!! how interesting. I thought only sec2s can be runners. ok jia you Le Quarts for fundraising. Must raise loads of $$$!!

choral nite+report bk

sigh... just realised that tomorrow is really the performance. I mean. I realised long ago but well it doesn't seem to sink into my head. well now it does. and I'm really NOT looking forward to putting make-up. Twice. It's horrible. really. Especially since it has to be THICK. I'm feelin pretty nervous actually. I mean we are going to noe if we are going to get kicked out last minute. And if we were really kicked out...not that I want to perform that much. But it's the class effort that will be washed down the drain.
oh yes. And my report bk. that horrible bk. My grades are really lower than I expected. I mean. I dropped 2 grades for EL!! *sobs* rite. fine. like Eileen says I really shd relax a bit. Just a little tiny teeny bit I guess. But then all the holiday hw and assignments flood back to me and my conscience takes over. Man.
ok. my mouth's back to normal and it's not numb anymore. But now it's pain. I mean sore. sigh. *growls* that was my stomach. better get some food or else. And I suppose I'll get some for my pigs as well.