the start of an end

oh my gosh..



1 wk plus without any computer access really made me feel uneasy initially. There were so many things i couldn do that required checking online... i lost all my clients lor lols. and prob all my pics stored in the comp since im not sure if the stuff can be recovered. in any case we purchased a new laptop now =) so im typing on this new keyboard and staring at a screen that's far too bright but i have no idea how to adjust the brightness hmm...



on the bright side (literally), i have installed my adobe suite successfully into the comp that has a dvd drive (finally). =) so now, i have illustrator cs3, photoshop cs3, adobe acrobat reader 8, and i can also install dreamweaver, flash and some other programs i've never heard of but i shall just install those that i need =) yays



it's the last day of 2008 manz. this year has been really really long. i cant even recall the start. no actually i can hahaz those sweeter times sighsss. but sec 4 seems sooo long ago..



i cant believe it

strength

strength, like many other things, is a double edged sword.

acquiring strength allows one to posses the power move forward and to achieve many things.
Physical strength. Mental strength. Emotional strength. who wouldn embrace such positive strength?

However... yes overwhelming strength may cause one to lose control. In such cases, strength is a cunning, slippery snake. You've got to tame it, manipulate it, calculate it, keep a stern eye on it, and the hardest of all would be to trust it..

...

Watched twilight. it's not too bad hahaz.

more designing wk to do for isyf.

2 things i need to do. 1 thing i want to do. 1 thing that's gd to do. cmon girl, strive for these everyday.

christmas is coming... all i want for christmas is... =) haha more christmas wishes!

11 more days

i seriously dunno y im here. hmm

j2's prom is tmr. which totally doesn concern me anyway lols.

i havent been writing almost any poetry e whole yr. hahaz i guess those were all situational poetry. in hc, pls ah if u have time or e correct mood to write poetry, congratulations, u have a spot beside God in heaven.

i wish 15 dec will never come. please.

unreasonable to grieve

im was ok really. but e aftermath is.. it's sinking in now. it's really ok. cmon, girl! don't be like this. argh i know. e prob is now im listening to emo songs. right ok. switch.

im staring at e cd baihui, jinting and pearl gave me that's categorised into

1) life is unfair
2) cheer up and fight back
3) sympathy- for strength
4) friendship
5) romantic love (which is e length of 1+2+3+4 lols)

i need to focus on section 3 now. yes. ok CMON GIRL.

(oh ya btw kyna dun be jealous tt im looking at their cd; i look at urs too but i play urs on radio hahaz)

when life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

hmm. my hair feels long again. time to cut.