break up.

I feel that i m in a serious dilemma. How do pple choose between wants and needs?
want A not = need A
need A not = want A
want A can be = need A
need A can be = want A
therefore, want A = might want A
need A = might need A
hence, you are uncertain, confused and disorientated.

have to = need to, not = want to....
but overall, it's still have to.... coz why? have to mah.
choices.

ok. take it that
have to = need to = want to
but there's still one more factor: got time to.
and that particular factor is a tricky one...

got time to= sacriface other time for other things = sacriface other things = sacriface urself?
sacriface.easy said than done.

i wish that everything can just be =, then i will be = happy.
=, such a powerful(ly misused) symbol.

on a lighter note,
congrats to all our class counsellers for getting into exco. we are so pro. :)
i love ny, but i hope i can love her more.

forgotten

forgotten.
Long ago's yesterday.
Cracking; inside first
then gradually out...
Forgotten
the train of no return.

forgotten
even when familier
scents hit; feelings
of uncertainty...
Forgotten
the irony of it all...

forgotten
slogging for the
awakening pleasure;
why can't i feel it?
forgotten
Removed by the correcting hand.

forgotten
amidst the haziness
pressing down and
covering slowly...
remember
Remember me...